Satisfaction!!

"Arushi"
On a private beach of Ramada Resort in Goa 
The Springs followed the fall,
And I hoped for a change to come,
I saw it also and heard the call,
But it was nothing but my silly thought!


You know how when I sleep,
I think of things I wish would be true,
Of things my mind knows to be unlikely,
Of fancies and dreams so few...


And I indulge myself in those thoughts,
The thoughts of unfulfilled dreams,
The thoughts like fake fairytales,
The thoughts do endless seem...


But why I think am I thinking
Of things that never were,
Or things that may never be,
Of things so longingly?!


I have so much in my life, so much in the world,
That is mine or not mine but still so abundant.
And yet I am so unappeased so ungratified.
So worried about what is not, so unsatisfied!!


So when will this end,
And when will I stop wishing,
For things that are not mine,
For needless yearnings?


For once I sat on my bed 
And slept satisfied....

9 comments:

  1. Felt like the ocean...deep..a few tides but eventually calmness sustains! Well expressed. Keep writing!

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  2. Thank u maam... yu are are an inspiration!!

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  3. IT FEELS OF A TRUE AND PURE MIND---EXACTLY LIKE WHAT RABINDRANATH THAKUR WROTE --WHERE THE MIND IS WITHOUT FEAR AND THE HEAD IS HELD HIGH---SO IS YOUR THIS GODS GIFT TO YOU --YEH EK NIYAAMAT HAI JO FARISHTON KO MILTI HAI BHAGWAAN SE ---GOD BLESS YOU BHAGWAAN AAPKI RAKSHA KARE-----

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  4. IT FEELS OF A TRUE AND PURE MIND---EXACTLY LIKE WHAT RABINDRANATH THAKUR WROTE --WHERE THE MIND IS WITHOUT FEAR AND THE HEAD IS HELD HIGH---SO IS YOUR'S THIS IS GODS GIFT TO YOU --YEH EK NIYAAMAT HAI JO FARISHTON KO MILTI HAI BHAGWAAN SE ---GOD BLESS YOU BHAGWAAN AAPKI RAKSHA KARE-----

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So much time I spent writing this... Leave me here the words on your lips!!