Satisfaction!!

On a private beach of Ramada Resort in Goa 

The Springs followed the fall,

And I hoped for a change to come,

I saw it also and heard the call,

But it was nothing but my silly thought!

You know how when I sleep,

I think of things I wish would be true,

Of things my mind knows to be unlikely,

Of fancies and dreams so few...

And I indulge myself in those thoughts,

The thoughts of unfulfilled dreams,

The thoughts like fake fairytales,

The thoughts do endless seem...

But why I think am I thinking

Of things that never were,

Or things that may never be,

Of things so longingly?!

I have so much in my life, so much in the world,

That is mine or not mine but still so abundant.

And yet I am so unappeased so ungratified.

So worried about what is not, so unsatisfied!!

So when will this end,

And when will I stop wishing,

For things that are not mine,

For needless yearnings?

For once I sat on my bed 

And slept satisfied....