Satisfaction!!

On a private beach of Ramada Resort in Goa 

The Springs followed the fall,

And I hoped for a change to come,

I saw it also and heard the call,

But it was nothing but my silly thought!

You know how when I sleep,

I think of things I wish would be true,

Of things my mind knows to be unlikely,

Of fancies and dreams so few...

And I indulge myself in those thoughts,

The thoughts of unfulfilled dreams,

The thoughts like fake fairytales,

The thoughts do endless seem...

But why I think am I thinking

Of things that never were,

Or things that may never be,

Of things so longingly?!

I have so much in my life, so much in the world,

That is mine or not mine but still so abundant.

And yet I am so unappeased so ungratified.

So worried about what is not, so unsatisfied!!

So when will this end,

And when will I stop wishing,

For things that are not mine,

For needless yearnings?

For once I sat on my bed 

And slept satisfied....

The Start...

There never were enough words to pen down my thoughts... also there never were thoughts in a flow that may be written... Skilled authors have at times failed to put down the erratic way in which the thoughts enter and leave the brain and then my skills are only those of an amateur!! Its only a Start... but some starts are never intended to end...